四分五裂了

我该怎么做
每个人的看法都对我倾诉了,我却无法转达给另一个人
我好没用....
如果我也让你失望,你会怎么做?
是时候停止所有无关紧要的事了
二哥毕业了才开始这样,也许我应该现在就开始
什么爱情感情,这些只会拖累我
没错, 记住这一点啊林纹歆
记住
我也许不能把这一切修补好
也许这会一辈子成为我的阴影
但,就这样吧

总是告诉自己,提醒自己
我所付出的与获得的绝对不会同等
但却还是常常期望太高
以为别人至少会顾虑一下我的感受
对人太好,别人就当你没脾气
对人不好,别人说你eq低
有时想想,难怪我会越来越喜欢和动物做伴
至少,它们真诚地回应你
我受够了,真的够了
是,我是很随遇而安
但是很抱歉,我有原则,我有人格
既然我并不重要
我的出席也没关系
那就算了吧
我也不需要不注重我感受的"朋友"

It's not a bad thing :)

Said all I want from you is to see you tomorrow
And every tomorrow, maybe you'll let me borrow your heart
And is it too much to ask for every Sunday
And while we're at it, throw in every other day to start

I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time

And I won't stop until you believe it

'Cause baby you're worth it

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me

'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me

Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

Now how about I'd be the last voice you hear tonight?

And every other night for the rest of the nights that there are

Every morning I just wanna see you staring back at me

'Cause I know that's a good place to start

I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time

And I won't stop until you believe it

'Cause baby you're worth it

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me

'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me

Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

Not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

No I won't fill your mind

With broken promises and wasted time

And if you fall, you'll always land right in these arms

These arms of mine

Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me

'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me

Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

听了心好温暖

如果有一个人对我唱这首歌.....多么甜蜜的一首歌...

一直重复听都不会腻

听了有种对爱又有信心了的感觉

好棒

等着等着
我不再期待
因为那些话
只是化在空气中消失不见的声音
而不是收在心里一定实现的诺言
一次的失望过后是
又一次的失望
怪只怪自己太容易相信人
以为至少有个人不会骗我
睁开眼看看自己吧
你这副模样,谁会理你啊林纹歆

很多人说我悲观
不过就是放弃了爱情,这就悲观了?
不过就是不要活到太老,这就悲观了?
或许有人会说我只是现在说说而已
但有时,一旦决定了的事,很难再改变了
或许以后我还是可能会交往
但
说到底
喜新厌旧是人的本性
我不是悲观
只是早点看清现实

人越老,得到的只有疾病痛苦
何必呢?
如果知道自己不会活到老,
一个人就会更珍惜活着的时间
这样不好吗?

当真实但残酷的现实摆在眼前
人们都选择逃避否认
把贬义词语加盖上去
将自己的眼睛蒙蔽
胆小,但却是本性

我们说别人虚伪,但有谁不是?
真可笑

当一个人在人前还是正常会笑会闹时,没有人会知道他的内心到底被黑暗腐蚀了多少...
像水慢慢穿透石头那样,一点一滴,难以察觉...
如果无法在黑暗成功占领前找到出口,那,就永别了。
出口,到底在哪里呢

夜深人静
我独自窝在沙发里
思考着

发现自己完全不带感情,没有一丝好奇心地上着fb时
才发觉自己不再一个人笑了
才发觉自己的心,好像死了
唯一一个人笑时,是跟他们聊天的时候
好可怕,这样的自己
也许,我的内心已经真的不再在乎性命了
于是几次都差点车祸
我活着,现在就只为了家人,还有他们
因为只有他们才会关心在乎我
如果连他们都失去了
我应该也不会存在在这世上了
真的好累
之前哥说的,我终于经历了
那种心理上的无力感

=(

breathless and tired
again i feel like crying
i am lost
went to church today,but i was having trouble feeling god's existence
Lord please listen to my prayers
please
i feel like someone is taking away my courage of living
i am so tired
i want to cry but i have no chance
because i dont want anyone to see me crying here
if you are listening, please give me courage to be strong again
deep down my heart i know what's the reason of me being so emo
i can't help but keep hurting myself like that
i am so sorry to myself
Lord, i don't know is this a challenge for me and why you are doing this to me
i just hope that you can give me direction on what should i do
it's terrible to feel lost...