people

why I dislike social life?

why I prefer not to communicate with others?

I'm not anti-social, isn't that I'm not good in it...

just that I prefer to use my heart to make friends,not brain.

but no one can understand another person,everyone in this world is wearing a mask.

you will never know what are you to them

a friend?an enemy?or a tool?

you thought you know a person long enough and you understand him/her?

you never know is he/she wearing a mask throughout the relationship between you two

or when he/she starts to wear it.

I'm tired of this kind of communication

life isn't a masquerade,at least for me,it is not.

I don't want to have plenty of people who wear mask in my life.

I want to have friends,who show me their faces under the masks

But I'll never know who do that to me.

Maybe you will say life isn't about making friends

Yea, maybe yours isn't,

but mine,it is.

people always say "treat others like how you want them to treat you"

So I always take off my mask first

I always put them into my heart first

but what's the feedback?

some replied me the same,some rejected to do so.

some, the same at first, then started to change.

This is the reason I like dogs.

They will never change once they treat you as owner.

My dog is always my best listener,why?

Because she won't talk,because she won't betray me,because she seems to understand me.

She always stay beside me quietly whenever I was crying alone.

Who on earth will spend their time just listen to you

for almost 19 years,I find no one.

I want to talk,but no one wants to listen.

Sad,huh?

It seems like I have so many friends,but I can't find even one listener.

I'm always the listener,always.