future

back from Aus
listened what Jason planned in future
I can't stop wondering about mine
I love doing lab works
but I wish to do business in future,like him too
I love simple life
but I wish to become someone like my dad too
These made me confused
am I really prepared to study biomedical science?
is it the only choice?
I had so much passion in it before this
everyone asked would get me answering "I will be studying Biomedical Science"
it seems like I leave no other way for myself
I didn't know anyone from this course
what I know about it is all from websites or brochure....
I have no one to talk
will I regret once I get into it?
results will be out in less than a month
and I started to blur about my choice
ya, I'm panic now
all I know is I want to study Bio-thing
no Physics for 100%
other than that??
Besides, what intake should I go?
I used to say no Sept intake for me, I want to play and rest
but look at my life now
everyday go to sales office and do nothing
just keep on watching drama
I want to work
but my vacation plan causes me to be unable to find work outside
helping my dad is the only work available
but I don't want to work like that, I want to be busy
I have no life now
so aimless and boring
I can't stand for it so long time
so confusing now.............