it's been a long time since i last visited here
here is always the place where i write whatever craps when im emo
i thought i can leave this place,but the fact is,i cant
this is the only place i can release all my sadness,all my emo-ness
not to anyone,but to a blog
sounds pathetic,huh
mayb it's time to change this place to private,though i dnt think anyone will come and read it
recently emo always visit me at night
suddenly become quiet and refuse to talk
i dnt know what happened to me
just...dont think anyone will understand my feelings
that's true,i never talk to anyone about my feelings,how would there be ppl who understand
im such an idiot
there's a high wall built around my heart
block everyone to get in
too afraid to be harmed once again
im a coward
but,what can i do
the more i talk to him,i may really fall in love with him
he will never have the same feeling
what for letting my heart to be sad
told my friend dont give up
but i chose to give up at the first place
i chose to stand at side,just admiring him
how long has it been since i started to wear a smiling mask when im facing ppl
i want to be truly happy
i thought im truly happy already...
but when emo and darkness overwhelm me at night
i just wan to cry
i start to deny myself
i start to hate myself
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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