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i will suddenly play play say : i emo le....then no one will know i was really emo,or juz pretend....

after sch,went to ask abt NZ Universities and AUS Universities with mayu...
all the universities are so expensive...
living costs + tuition fee can just add up to about RM100,000 PER YEAR!!!
how horrible is that?
i only left the choices: scholarship, or go into the universities in msia 1st...
i dont wan to use so much of my parents' money...they have to afford Edmund's and Jason's educations also....
they are getting old...both of them...
papa's body isn't in very fine conditions...
mama's body is weak also...
they worked so hard to pay us to study....